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The Sick EP

by Denis Ashton

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1.
Indulge 01:12
In... dulge... In....dulge... In... dulge... Indulge In... dulge... In... dulge...
2.
Adrenaline (Hey!) Don’t stop Audio And alcohol Don’t end my pulse tonight ‘Cuz you feel just right Hey! Drinking ‘til I’m dizzy I bleed pure fucking adrenaline When I go pour up and sip I try not to puke and slip Empty bottles of cheap whiskey Hold cigars and finished cigarettes Smoking ‘til my head spins This is where my rush begins (rush begins) Hey! This is pure filth tonight Alright, fuck this shit Come on let’s drive off We’ll tear this place apart Don’t know where to start So let’s set these drinks up Another rule to fuck Pour it straight in my cup So I can run amok So we’ll pour these drinks in And I’ll try to keep it down As we watch that room spin And we bleed pure adrenaline We’ll take shots in the parking lot We’ll pour it in ‘til the bottles drop No need to mix We’re set straight either way I love everything about you And I hold these feelings true All I’ve done is burden you And it hurts so much to see this through You slowly found your way inside When I saw you shine your light When I look at you, I see myself And I want to drown in your arms tonight You’re perfect to me I feel the same now I never gave you a chance And I am so sorry I’ll rip this place into fucking pieces Take a drink And as the ounces in my cup increase It’s pretty fucking clear That the only thing I hear Is calls and requests to slow down But I can never get enough I hope they don’t kick me the fuck out And I’ll let that drink swim I think I’ve lost my head Is there a bottle that it comes in? A cup to pour it in? So tell me, Mr. Bottle Do you think I’ve had too much? Guess I shouldn’t have asked ‘Cuz I don’t give a fuck And I don’t even care if it comes in a glass I’m a walking train wreck It’s not a night to keep class And I say fuck needles But I’ll take shots any day No need to hold me back I love everything about you And I hold these feelings true All I’ve done is burden you And it hurts so much to see this through You slowly found your way inside When I saw you shine your light When I look at you, I see myself And I want to drown in your arms tonight You’re perfect to me I feel the same now I never gave you a chance And I am so sorry I’ll fold my arms Pretend that you’re here Pretend that you’re here Pretend you’re here I want to hold you I’ll fold my arms Pretend that you’re here I’ll pretend you’re here All I’ve done is burden you
3.
Sick 03:35
Chasing this rush, this addiction Couldn’t tell that I was hooked Chasing this rush, this addiction I was hooked right from the start Gets hot as Hell when they walk by Attraction at an all-time high Melting like hot sweat that drips How do you feel between those hips? Got my eyes in all the wrong places In my head, we’re flying through all the bases Maybe right now my mind’s just stuck But who really gives a fuck? You feel like an overdose So come wipe my mind and be my blackout Promise that I’ll leave a mess Wreck this shit, at this I’m best That reminds me, let me get wrecked Still king of the party last time I checked And maybe I’m a little uncivil Break and bash, throw and smash by the fistful Don’t live by the rules because I’m lawless Never said I’m faultless But you gotta admit I’m the life of the party Show up first, I don’t want to be tardy Wouldn’t want to miss the chance to get fucked up Pour it straight in my cup Laughing in the mirror Then I’m falling to the bathroom floor Chasing this rush, this addiction From the first few drinks, could I even tell that I was Wildest fucking night of my entire life (Hooked?) You’re an eye pop, jaw drop, head spin thrill Want to taste you ‘til I’m ill And I know I’ll never get my fill But you can pour drinks down my throat until I get holes burned through my throat Slam it down ‘til I explode Enough liquor to ride a boat No need to swim, just watch me float Yeah, I’m sick, come be my pill Got legs to die for and a face to kill I’ve been trading vices like they’re hot on the black market I get gone, faded, ‘til I’m laying on the carpet And maybe I’m a little uncivil Break and bash, throw and smash by the fistful Don’t live by the rules because I’m lawless Never said I’m faultless But you gotta admit I’m the life of the party Show up first, I don’t want to be tardy Wouldn’t want to miss the chance to get fucked up Pour it straight in my cup Laughing in the mirror Then I’m falling to the bathroom floor Chasing this rush, this addiction From the first few drinks, could I even tell that I was Wildest fucking night of my entire life (Hooked?) Dizzy, I call all of my friends Ask them if I’m even awake It’s no secret I can’t hold my liquor very well Room spins ‘til I’m nauseous Ran and slipped in my own vomit Shotgun blast across the room Almost broke my fucking neck Tryna hit the lights to check Laughing in the mirror Then I’m falling to the bathroom floor Chasing this rush, this addiction From the first few drinks, could I even tell that I was Wildest fucking night of my entire life (Hooked?)
4.
Citrus 04:23
Between a 1 and 10, she’s a panic attack She’s got my eyes, and I don’t want them back And I’d speak up, but I’d never have the guts She’s as smooth as smoke She’s pure She’s pure She’s pure dopamine to me But she’s got me nervous Shaking like a hangover Your anatomy attracts me And I’m aroused by your allure You’ve got a figure for flirtation Want to feel you to the core But you blow up over bullshit And you say I tell you lies And when I try to cut these ties, you rub and touch my thighs She reels me right back in, each and every time Wild with no restraint Is how I like to stay Spit it back in their face I will disobey And I’ll shout it out from my lungs You’ll never censor me You might not understand my art Tried to silence me from the start But freedom is God-given You’ve got an allure for arousal An anatomy for attraction She drags me around town She’s got me whipped to satisfaction And we’re not even official But we just can’t get along We’re both in love with our vices And "us" together feels so wrong And if they’re so in love with their law and order Why not just go fuck ‘em both? You taught us suppression of thought from a young age Tell me what’s okay And not okay to say Censor my art? Not to-fucking-day Your body rhymes like fluency Hot words ignite the fire But when I tell you the truth Then you call me a liar And when I say that I can’t stay You kiss and flirt me back your way You’re pure torture to me, giving me anxiety And if guys like us are overrated Why drag us back to the hell that you’ve created? Citrus, and the smell of your hair All I can do is fantasize As I lie here on my own tonight Your short black dress reveals your legs You’re temptation itself tonight Sparking passion in me bright as moonlight Your sweet voice echoes through my head Swishing from ear to ear As I lie alone in bed And as passion bleeds, my lust exceeds You’re temptation itself tonight Leather, and the smell of my cologne Do they make your head spin? As you inhale me through your skin And I’d say that I want you here with me Until the very end But if I did, I’d be lying You’re temptation itself tonight
5.
What comes in the evening Leaves me at night Bites only skin-deep But it just isn’t right And it never stays Just minutes at a time But 4 days feels like 4 weeks And she looks like a dime *C2H60* Your taste, my kidney Could it be that we took too much of each other? Every single time? And I just can’t hold you down My organs, they’re drowned Yet how is it that you dry me out to dust? I’m bitten, I’m tempted I just need a break She tastes like poison She can kiss like a snake I’m tempted to submit Let myself be bit This temptation is crippling And now the serpent’s tongue is lit Smells like death Feels like escape I take in her poison Behind the drape I want to taste you unrefined I want to feel you, I’m inclined Just rest those fangs upon my neck My sweetheart, I won’t decline My body’s screaming for recovery You always leave me vomiting Your taste is damn disgusting But I just won't decline You feel just like adultery Just sweep away reality ‘Cuz I’m washed away by time So come and bind me, smash my knees And just bite me one last time Now she comes daily Drags her fingers through my skin I’m starting to question If each time is a sin She comes in the noon She stays ‘til the evening Wants to come daily This condition is ailing My organs, you beat me You’re starting to hurt me Don’t you know you deserve me? Don’t you ever desert me I’m tempted to submit Let myself be bit This temptation is crippling And now the serpent’s tongue is lit Smells like death Feels like escape I take in her poison Behind the drape I want to taste you unrefined I want to feel you, I’m inclined Just rest those fangs upon my neck My sweetheart, I won’t decline My body’s screaming for recovery You always leave me vomiting Your taste is damn disgusting But I just won't decline You feel just like adultery Just sweep away reality ‘Cuz I’m washed away by time So come and bind me, smash my knees And just bite me one last time I want to rip my fucking face off Pull out my fucking hair Tear this fucking chair Clench my nails deep into it Lose my mind for a little bit I try to seep into my chair Unclench my hands, and stop pulling out my hair As I plaster the walls with my eye’s glare And my lungs spit out a prayer My neck falls victim to her fang As her bites breach through the epidermis My veins thirst for the rush And my flesh hungers for that ghostlike state I want to binge on you And I remember our first night I just ignored the blood moon Found the hatred in your eye I burn ‘til I suffer I walk just to fall I wanted to have you I wanted it all Ethanol, you destroy me You only hurt me as I depleted you You kill me minutes at a time I took your health, so now take mine I just need a break I told her "30 days" She’s all that’s on my mind I’ve been bitten by the snake *Note: When I wrote this song, I misread & misunderstood the chemical formula. It's actually "C2H6O" (the letter "O" stands for "Oxygen"), INSTEAD of "C2H60" with the number 60 (sixty). I just liked the way it sounded because "sixty" rhymes with "kidney". C2H6O is the chemical formula for ethanol. There are certainly NOT 60 (sixty) hydrogen atoms in ethanol.*

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released December 31, 2021

Written, composed, performed, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered exclusively by Denis Ashton of Ashton Records.

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